LAHORE – While refraining from commenting about abductors, social media activist who was abducted last month has broken his silence on his weeks-long mysterious disappearance.
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Ahmad Waqass Goraya was among five activists who disappeared from different cities of Pakistan in early January.
“I felt I would never come back, I would never see my son and family,” the 34-year-old told AFP during a phone interview in which he frequently became agitated.
Goraya, who like the other activists criticised religious extremism and the military establishment, refused to say anything about his captors or describe what happened during his ordeal.
But he angrily rejected accusations that he was a traitor for daring to be vocal about alleged abuses of power in the country, insisting he was a true patriot.
“Nothing was against Pakistan, nothing was against Islam, I was critical of policies because I want to see a better Pakistan,” he said, adding in a later message: “We want a Pakistan with rule of law”.
Goraya said allegations of blasphemy had surfaced on social media sites frequented by the Pakistani community in the Netherlands, prompting him to seek police advice.
“I’m looking over my shoulder – I have been warned by people. It is a crazy world.”
Officials have denied any role in the disappearances, which sparked protests in cities across the country by progressives concerned that the space for free speech is shrinking.
“Hundreds of our friends deactivated their (social media) accounts, their pages,” Goraya said, adding that well-known liberal blog “Roshni” (whose name means “light” in Urdu) was among those deleted, despite the fact that its administrator was based in London.
His three-year-old son, meanwhile, has been deeply traumatised by his father’s weeks-long disappearance and its impact on his family.
“What can you tell a three-year-old kid? All he can see are his mother and grandparents screaming and crying,” Goraya said.
He described how the once quiet child now lashes out. “He’s yelling and slapping and beating — that’s what I would say is the worst loss I suffer.”
Goraya said he has spent almost a decade in the Netherlands but had come to Pakistan in late 2016 to gauge the possibility of returning to Lahore with his family.
“I could have applied for Dutch citizenship after five years but we never went that way — it would mean giving up my Pakistani passport,” he said.
“The plan was to move permanently back to Pakistan. But now we have to replan our whole life. “